Im worried and i dont no what to do . I have neen with my partner for 18 year and 6 months ago i caught him doing herion that was it my life was destroyed i was devostated i felt like my whole world had come crashing down .tHe thing i need advice about is how am i ever goig to trust him again i really don’t no if i can and i do love him and i won’t us to be like we used to but its so hard its all i ever think about please someone help me with this its driving me crazy .