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I am separated now from my alcoholic husband, I am lost really I have flashbacks, I know and understand I always just tried to keep everything calm so he didn’t over react to the children. I hate what happened and now have lost myself, who I was and who i really am. I am Struggling to get anywhere

I actually really dislike myself because I was someone who loved him but I was never enough and always made to feel guilty..

Now Alone and single parenting, I am still not good enough or myself..

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Cry, grieve and get angry with yourself and him it’s all part of letting it go

I hate reading that you hate yourself

Being the rock for your children in the middle of chaos is exhausting

Being part of an addiction relationship is like a slow death

You have been carrying a huge weight around

You have probably been single parenting for a long time

Just take all the little moments to give you a sense of a new beginning

Because that is what this is and you must take strength where you can get it and if you are having a bad day – tomorrow will be better –

You will begin to see things for what they are

Be strong believe in yourself

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