Thanks for sharing your story.
I can see how worrying this situation with your ex partner’s cocaine use and the impact it’s having on you and your child.
If you would like some support for yourself and to be able to talk to someone who would understand and may be help you to make some decisions about what to do please contact us at Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that supports the families around people with addictions. We have trained and experienced people that we call Family Friends who, if you get in touch would listen, understand and help you to find out what other support is available to you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.