[happilydivorced79]

Hi ,

5 days ago we found out my ex husband fell 5 floors to his death by trying to get to his flat. We have been divorced a very long time but he was still very much part of my life. Not out of choice he would just come over ,always without warning or invitation … His death is still an enquire and we still waiting for answers but it does look like it was just a sad accident.

Grief is soo strange … today I can t stop crying and I don t get it . I definitely don t love him in that way he took me through so much in all those years . our last encounter wasn t a positive one where I actually valued my boundaries and did not let him in , said he was drunk when apparently he wasn t  but I am glad the last memory my son has is a good one.

I actually just said I miss him… and I feel bad because I could have done more

 

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