[scot30yrsm]

The way you write is beautiful. I felt every word, every feeling, every experience. My own struggles with opioids, tramadol and codiene, feel strikingly similar to the way you describe your own; contentment and silent, humble elation and just a sense of being at peace. Nothing else can replace it, and the way I feel sometimes even makes it seems like addiction is worthwhile. But it’s not. Sending you positivity and motivation.

[pepsi89]

I’m interested as the man who’s been in love with me for 4 months cake off oxydone 5mg twice a day in January.

He over reacted yesterday to something and went all out and blocked me on every place of contact. I know he’s struggled with his back pain since coming off them.

Apart from yesterday I’ve felt he was doing alot better without them. He went cold turkey though! I have always been suspicious about how he takes them and comes back off. The gp gives him 56.

He struggles massively with sleep but has started eating again.

I think it’s really sad that someone has to choose between pain or being off the planet like he was. Even if he gets back in touch I know his moods and reactions are too strong for me. So I’ve lost the person I loved due to the ups and downs linked to oxycodone and depression.

Thanks for sharing your story.

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