[emziemelv]

hi im new here but really just want to be able to talk to someone who maybe in the same boat as me. my husband has been a heroin addict for 20years, i got with him 10years ago, he was clean and seemed to do well, he has had a few relapses but his worst was 2years ago, and it is still going on. i love him so much but i have to concentrate on my 3 young girls. im not sure i can cope with this any longer, i really want to just throw him out and never see him again but im worried he will get worse and go back to jail.i am becoming a paranoid wreck,i have soo much anger towards him and i cant let it build up inside me anymore.
i have to hide my purse and belongings, i darent take him to friends houses incase theres money lying around.
should i finally think of myself and be free of all this worry and stress or should i stand by him and try and help him become clean again.

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