[hellon01]

Hi, my husband is a crack addict and I’m 15 years subor from crack. My husband is a software Senior developer, I met him at my job when his company came and setup new system back in 2013. He was very nice, loving and smart as hell and treated me very well. We got married in March of 2016. Then thats when it all surfaced when I found out he smokes crack because he was doing things that I recognize what a crackhead would do. I tried to reason with him but to him I had no right and this was his home and he could do anything he wanted.

It bothers me when he does that stuff special in front of our grandson and friends. As of right now they don’t know what he is doing or whats going on. I do get upset when he does it and I just want to get away from him but i cant because he is bipolar and im afraid he will over dose one day or have a massive heart attack. But to him he thinks I should accept it because he pay the bills.

After he comes from the garage doing that stuff, he would act very paranoid. It makes me so upset that I would start yelling at him because I have the fear he is going to die. My husband is diabetic and he had a double bypass because of it. However he believes I’m the bad person and I should be grateful because he pay the bills and he quote ” females would told me that they would kill to be with him.

Right now he is trying to build this online game but to me I believe he is using this game as an excuse to smoke crack. The reason why I say that because the days he is sober, only when he runs out of money, he wont mess with the computer and spends time with me, but when he is on it, it’s all over he is on that computer all day till the next morning. Quite sad.

He talks about me to his friends and family that the only reason why I’m with him is for his money. It’s funny because after he pay the bills and what he owes to the person he gets his stuff from, there is no money left. He thinks that him being high is going to make him rich by creating this game and I’m suppose to say wow, you was right. What really bothers me is when he believes God is getting him to make this game and it’s alright for him to smoke crack.

I don’t know if I should walk away or stay. However I end up staying because I feel if I leave and something happens to him, nobody will know for days because he be by himself.

I’m sorry did not mean to keep talking on here. I never talk to anyone about this, not even my family. Thanks for reading.

[fayzey]

Hi there, hope you’re doing ok, felt like I should comment as I also think my partner was smoking crack in the garage or at least occasionally, normally just coke and drinking. I made the decision he had to go as the trust was gone, it’s early days so who knows what will happen we’re just taking it day by day, but I would say that if something bad is going to happen to your partner it is going to happen whether you are there or not. It sounds like you have been very understanding so far but make sure you are looking after yourself in all this – it’s no fun being around someone when they’re doing that, I found just being in the same house as him totally draining x

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