Why don’t addicts see its not the material things you do or do not take from those around you like money, but the emotional and psychological impact of your addiction on others that is so difficult to cope with? you and only you are responsible for your situation, you and only you makes the choice to take drugs, until you fully accept this you will be hoping for someone or something to get you out the crap and as such will always stay in the situation you are in as long as you think this way. Stand up and take resposnisibilty for your choices and make changes yourself. Nothing is as bad as the effects your drug use has on you and those who i am sure still care for you. Have you ever stopped to think what little care you are showing others by continuing to use instead of focussing on the lack of care you think others are showin you? i wish you luck in taking responsibility and therefore making the most of the support available to you.