[samantha85]

My partner is addicted to heroin, i work has a carer and work long hours so when this started i would never have picked up on it, its been 1 year from what i know since he started it , he tells me he hates hisself and dosent want to do it ive been to appointments with him where they have given him esperdol ti take which he dont take then i got the excuse that its the area we live if he could just move he could stop doing it i did everything i could to move and moved a hour away from the last area still no change , i dont have money anymore to buy myself any clothes not even a bit of foundation all my money he takes for him self some days theres not even food i have to go round my mums make a excuse just so i can have dinner there ive never took a drug in my life so i dont understand it all properly amd maybe im gullable because i believe everything he says , i feel guilty because apart from me he has nobody and continues to remind me of this constantly he lost his dad at a young age and from then his mum would always choose men over him and make him leave he told me he at to sleep in a hospital waiting room at 15 because she threw him out to have a man there and he made out to the hospital his relative was in there , he was smoking heroin and crack in a pipe but now ive started to find things that suggest his using a needle now and now i really dont know what to do i suffer with bad anxiety myself and im trying to be there for him but im starting to feel so ill myself please any advice

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