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We’ve been together for 15 years, married for 4 … have 2 boys:13 and 5. My Husband is a Rasta and been since forever.. he is addicted to weed but it became apparent to me only recently. He has job, is loyal and hard working. Only recently my son told me that he knows where all dad’s friends are as dad takes him there, all the places smell and he feels uncomfortable …. it was like eye opener to me, so was weed wardrobe that landed in our outhouse last week. This is his lifestyle, this is who he is and he smokes becouse he wants to…. it make sense now where my depression came from, why I’m so nervous etc etc… I never know if he is going to keep his job or they may find weed in his bag, never know if he comes home after work or not, never know if I can plan anything for the weekend or he may spend it on games and sleep etc etc… I don’t know how to explain to him what is it that I don’t like about him smoking …. . I want him out of the house as I feel he will be happiest on his own: smoking and growing, playing his games… but it is not option for him (probably he is too scared of real life and self responsibility, paying bills, sorting out insurance etc…) it is so complicated 🙁

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