[princessjenner]

I felt the need to talk to share . I am so lost without her . We where inseparable always have been .

We’re both mid forty and have a 11 kids between us both and 7 grandkids . All of our kids so very close.

Things are so very different now .

My twin has been on crack coke for around 14 months now . I just can’t put into words how much it has destroyed me and our family . She has lost her home and her children . Relations have broken down so badly they won’t talk to or of her unless it’s to talk about the endless embarrassments she creates for them . I fought endlessly for her house and her children . They are brought up as my own and always have been. It’s not only the loss of my other half it’s loss of such precious moments in all our lives . Loss of time and life . Birthdays precious moments , Christmas .

The loss of Just one person in our lives is un imaginable, indescribable . Such sadness in all of hearts in our eyes without her near us .

So many doctors hospitals therapist and still she is lost .

I hold to the light in my heart to guide me through this dark time . It carry’s me through the pain and gives me strength for all of her 6 children .

I truly believe faith and love will win this fight . I will never give up as it is giving up on myself .

Not a child husband or parent can replace the other half of me

[icarus-trust]

Hi,

Thank you for sharing your story. I can only imagine how hard it is for you, watching your twin’s addiction and feeling how lost she is to you and the rest of your family.

You sound an amazing and really strong person, and may be you have good support around you to help you cope. However, if you felt the need to talk with someone who would understand what you are going through, please contact us at The Icarus Trust.

We are a charity that provides support to people like you, who are having to deal with the impact of a family member’s addiction. We have experienced trained people you could talk to if you contact us.

You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org

All the very best.

Keep strong.

[Author]

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