That’s the same with mine , there’s no niceness unless he is high but he gets in such a state he can’t really talk , just long for the way things were even tho i know it never be like that again, we went away for the weekend he didn’t take anything but like you said there it was like roommates , just end up feeling like there’s something wrong with me , it’s only natural to be close to person you love tho , hope your OK