[greg93]

Hi, I’ve never done anything like this before but I feel that my drug use is becoming a real problem, typically I’d only use on weekends, but its becoming more of a need than a want, I feel like i cant truly enjoy myself without the stuff, Monday to Friday I’m totally clean, look after myself, eat right, go to the gym, but whenever the weekend hits I get the craving, I’m currently in my first month of cutting it out, but everything feels quite boring without it, I’m a social person so I enjoy going out drinking and being around people but once I get the thought in my head it’s all I think about, like a mission I absolutely have to complete otherwise the night is ruined.

I just feel like the thing I’d do for a bit of fun has become a necessity and I dont know how to deal with it, I still want to be able to go out and enjoy myself but the pull of coke always rears its ugly head

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