[ritaff]

Hello all, I feel really an idiot but I don´t know at what stage of addiction my ex bf was. I thought it just was alcohol and weed (he did those in front of me) but more frequently he was in a very angry mood which he regretted later and tried to change but he would frequently have extreme aggressive moods to the point I ended the relationship because my father died and I called him and he yelled at me and was very insensitive with me just a day after he died!

He never worked in his life because he has family money and I didn´t live with him so I don´t know what he would do when I wasn´t sleeping at his house.

Sexually we had many problems, he couldn´t have an orgasm and/or an erection and it seemed he didn´t get excited like normal guys and he was always paying attention to weird things while actually having sex with me! Like he would start noticing my feet and talk endlessly and one time he even grabbed a book that was next to us in bed while inside me! This can´t be just weed!

Every time we were with his cousins that I know used coke he would be in a very angry mood and almost violent an hour or so after, this can´t be just alcohol!

[debc]

Hi RitaFF,

Welcome to the Forum.

I can only say from experience, but I would say your ex would be on cocaine. I obviously don’t know about the more personal things because it’s my Son who is an addict, alcohol and cocaine.

I would say you have had a lucky escape, because living with someone who has an addiction is hell.

Look after yourself always first.

Take care.

Dx

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