[east20]

Hi,

I have been with my partner for 5 years and have always had cocaine in our lives. He used to use it socially every week and not see it as a problem until it became a big problem and he was doing it alone in our living room while I was in bed. I used to find white powder on the floor where he’d been sitting. He would also disappear for days and not answer his phone so I gave him an ultimatum.

He can stop for months but can never seem to get past the 3 month mark. His last binge was three weeks ago and he disappeared for three days with no contact, I have also just had his daughter 13 weeks ago and this has not stopped his use. His mood swings have been horrendous since his binge and he says I’m no fun anymore so he self medicates.

I do not allow him in the house if he has used so says it’s my fault that he stays away for days.

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