[xavier]

So here I am again back in yet another deep prescription opiate painkiller addiction.

I was clean before but had a relapse and have been in the addiction for another 6 months, I was being treated by CGL and put on buprenorphine which really helped me and then i was slowly weened off it. Anyhow all the pressure and stress and unhappiness caught up with me and I went back to abusing the prescription painkllers again, now I am back to square one and my life is a misery , waking up at 5am in withdrawal and then fighting to score pills to just so I can feel normal again… my wife has had enough of it, lies, dishonesty and spending money on pills

So I have reached out to CGL again today for help, not sure what else they can do apart from put me back on buprenorphine or maybe send me to a detox centre

feeling so low at the moment, sometimes think everyone maybe better without me but I know that’s a selfish act and not the solution…..

so just waiting on CGL now to get back to me, i self referred, but I hear theres a huge waiting list so not sure where I will go from here, we will just have to wait and see…

love

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