Well I have done the exact same thing Roselea, my son is 29yrs no children (thank god) can’t look after himself!! He has abused me that much and said the most horrible thing’s recently I really don’t think any amount of sorrie’s from him this time are going to work, like you I have been everywhere with him..For my own sanity I am going to have to keep him away from me… My heart goe’s out to you and his children, and I really hope this nightmare stop’s for you god bless xxx