Hi PeaceLily,
it must be really hard for you trying to cope with the worry of your mum’s drinking. If you would like to talk to someone who has experience of what you are going through you might like to get in touch with The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that was set up especially to support the families and friends of addicts. Talking to one of our experienced trained volunteers might help you to find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org