[hristijan30]

First of all, Hi Guys and I’m so glad that I choose to seek help like this because i like other’s people oppinion than to seek help at psychiatrist or other because i think that is nothing ashamed to seek help..

So this is my story and how it beggins.

I come from a small country in southeastern Europe..

I am 26 years old and have a wonderful wife and a 6-Month-Old Son

I need to tell someone my story life and then about my low-drug abuse and

a new vice (gambling)..

So i was growing up with my Alcholic father My Wonderful Sister who is very smart, My Mother who is absolutely the strongest person in this story next to my wife.

I work as a waiter at a nice sea-food restaurant and i make about 30-40 $ a day.

I smoke weed and snort Amphetamine..

I have never offered my wife any of those sh*t.. She only smoke cigarettes

She doesn’t mind my habit of smoking weed reggulary every second day..

I have a credit debt she has a credit debt and we have a finnancial problem almost 2 years, and im working my as* every day,

We have a wonderful marriage relationship with open set of minds no secrets at all and everything was smooth, Before i felt that my habbits of drug abuse and playing slots(the last 4,5 months are my first time in my whole life to play slots)My wife know that i go at casino after work and i cant even look at her eyes when i come home broke.. (This doesnt happens every day) I tried to change myself but i lasted 5 or 6 days.. Im not embarrassed to confess this too you all..

I am a street boy as we should say in my country, I really want to change my way of life and cant wait for someone to try to help 🙂

My wife is a goddess for me and i want to change for her and my son and in the end for MYSELF, They are my everything in my life

Тhanks in advance..

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