22:42 laid in bed house is super quiet it’s been a really rubbish 6 days my son got covid he’s ok but we were stuck in doors for 5 days . Then today we got up got ready for school run car refused to start his school is 1/2 hour walk so he’s stressed i’m stressed i’ve had to beg his dad to take him . i’ve spent all day trying to get someone out to look at it thankfully a lovely gentleman helped and cars fixed a bill i really didn’t need fast forwards to now my partner is a cocaine addict and tonight his mate messages he’s out the door which just made me angry that i had to beg for him to take are son to school He’s made me feel like crap tonight tears are flowing do i not deserve to be happy why are we not enough for him 🙁