oh hunni, you have been there for that lad, done what you can…..I know myself its hard to stay away fro your kids when they are on drugs, but Ive also come to learn that they will continue to drag us down with them whilst we let them. It sounds like you have come to the end of your line. Dont feel like you have let your son down…the only one who has done that is him. MCat is a vile drug, and very addictive…..my son’s choice at the moment because its so cheap….Stay strong and stick to your guns hunni..use that anger and hurt and chanel it… he will always be your son, but dont let him ruin what you and your family have..Its his addiction not yours……I will always be there for my son, but NOT whilst he on drugs…..no money, no help, happy to feed him, but thats it!!! Here if you need any support..big hugs xxx Susie