Don’t know where to start … husband coke use spiralling out of control I’m lost, he’s abusive and vile even when not in it or coming down. So much to tell you but I would be here all night. Can’t cope any more with him, we’re married but I own the house I had to call police other night he’s vile scares me and our dogs when on his come down he said he could strangle me in my sleep but then says he’s “joking” I’ve told him I don’t like that sense of humour but he carries on , I’m so fucking sick and tired of this shit all I want is a peaceful life but he seems to love chaos … so tired I can’t eat can’t sleep I look like death from the stress please help with advice