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My boyfriend has been in recovery for 2 months now after heavily using crystal meth for a year. He destroyed his life and lost everything (job, home and his parents) in the space of 4 weeks. He broke my heart over and over again watching the states he used to get himself into. I watched him lose his mind. some times he got violent and aggressive so unlike the intelligent funny and caring law graduate who he is.
I am overjoyed at the progress he has made. He is a real inspiration and showing no signs of going back. But I still have this fear when ever he walks out the door, or as soon as something goes a little wrong that I am going to lose him to the drug again. I love him unconditionally, but when is the past going to stop hunting me, when will I stop being afraid, when will I be able to a live a normal life?
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