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I have no where to turn and no idea what to do.

My husband is a cocaine addict who has no idea he’s an addict . He’s become verbally abusive and narcissistic. This is not what I bought into 22 yes ago.

I’m sick of crying

Right now 5am he is off his head and he is doing more what more embarrassing is he’s at his computer watching porn . This has been everynight this week . He’s been awake since Thursday am it’s now Saturday.

All he’s says is I’m the problem I’m the one who causes drama.

When he’s clean and he has had bouts of time 3 to 4 months where he has done it he’s wonderful and my hubby again.

I literally have no clue what to do . One the one hand I live this man with all my heart and despise at the same time ????

I journal this most days to get it out. I’ve tried to talk to his family but his dad no longer speaks to me as my hubby told him I was a liar his sister says she’ll help me try to talk to him and then says leave him he will have to get off it then . Not helpful . My dad passed last Yr so i don’t have him .

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