My boyfriend of 8 years is smoking crack in a cigarette.he works for my dad and we live in my dad rent house next door.he get paid every week between 2 or 4 a week.he only gives me @ the most 50 bucks .I have a daughter we never have food he expect for us to eat at my parents.I run out of gas during the week because I don’t have money to get back and forth from work.he is broke the same day he gets paid.I’m so embarrassed in front of my dad because he wonder why I never have money and he pays him every week.What do I do I love him.be honest please