Wow I can chat to you maybe you can help me with the problems I’m experiencing with my ex husband who is also an cocaine addict ?
I will try my best to help you and understand you aswel?
1st of all it depends what’s bringing you down to get high ? That’s one of the reason why you are turning to cocaine and maybe your associates might be getting you on it…
Find some distraction .. do something that makes you happy .. keep yourself entertained?
You are saying every Monday you feel like shit afterwards… well my ex usually doesn’t want to know me when he is doing it and turns his phone off if I bug him to much or simply doesn’t answer and it gets me paranoid I think he is cheating on me. (Do you think that’s the reason why he doesn’t answer or is it the cocaine)
Next day when his phone is back on he is horrible to me and everything I say or do will just get to him , any responsibility I put on him or house chores etc he will snap like it’s a big burden on him .
Is that the cocaine or is he actually put off me because he will tell me he wants to leave me divorce and I’m ugly etc etc .
It usually ends up in a big argument because I crnt take that shit I will retaliate and then it gets violent and things gets smashed around the house and he storms off …
I hope he feels like shit after he has done that