[hox-26]

It is cocaine cut with ketamine. It numbs the nasal passages when you snort it. His depression and not getting out of bed is his comedown.

[hw12]

Thank you so much for your reply.

[tg1613]

That’s cocaine, probably bashed with benzocaine which numbs people’s mouths (it’s what dentists use)

[hox-26]

Yes, benzocaine too. I have an addicted ‘husband’ who also dealt.

[sk71]

Hello

I have just signed up to this forum and found your story very similar to mine.

My husband admitted to a long term cocaine addiction at Christmas. He has a very demanding job and he advised his use has spiralled out of control last year. He doesn’t only take cocaine with drink but uses during the day as well. His mood swings, excessive need to sleep all hours I put down to his job but I know now it’s not. As soon as I found out I insisted he see someone and he has also attended Cocaine Anonymous meetings but it’s difficult in lockdown and last Sunday I caught him red handed taking a line of coke in the bathroom. Now I feel he’s just been deceiving me all the time and hasn’t in fact stopped at all. It’s really hard. We have two teenage girls and I know they don’t suspect a thing but it’s not something you can share with friends and family. I feel very alone.

[hox-26]

My ‘husband’ was a hard worker, had his own business and life was wonderful. That was before him abusing cocaine. The people he used to hang around with were heavy users. Some of his family dealt. I found some in my bathroom, he took it but didn’t clean up the residue off the side of the sink. When I asked if he had been snorting cocaine, he swore on his dads life he wasn’t. That was the beginning of the end.

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