Well hes been off it for a month and now its starting. I can do anything right. I am the worst person on the planet and I cant cope. We have one son off for summer hols. I have to pr his buisness including paperwork (which he seams to have forgot to tell me about this week but thats ok I am a mind reader) and keep clean house and keep 2 german sheps (one of which is a puppy) I have no help except to tell me that I am 1 doing wrong. 2 not keeping it tydy. 3 not doing it as he said which would be much easer. I just hope that the next few weeks get easier for both of us. Thank you for listening