Well here I am again. This time in tears. I am so warm down I dont know what to do. He is at that point that the coke is pulling him. He didnt want to go ti a meeting tonight and uses the “I dont get to see my kid” then says how would I feel if I didmt get to see him except for an hour in the morning and 30 mins at night. To be honest if I thought it would help me I wouldnt care. But matbe that bevause I am not an addict. Telling me hes feelimg down cause its like loosing his best friend. It just makes me more sure that I am not string enough to go through anothe session if he starts. I feel so sad that I cant do anything but loose him to this. Thanks.