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I’ve also had to let my ex go. Unfortunately he brought me to a breaking point where I lashed out about everything deceitful manipulative horrible thing he’s done to me. I just couldn’t take it anymore. The blame the guilt the overwhelming responsibility and fear and anxiety that his addictions have caused, regardless of the love help and support there was no change in sight. He’s 33 and suffers from physical ailments every day for him that’s just another reason to use and at this point I don’t even know what he’s using besides alcohol. But 4 weeks of work and rent not paid phone not paid I only see a bottom here again. He’s been homeless before and that didn’t make a difference. I guess I have just given up the same way he has. My own mental health was deteriorating and no one is worth that.

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