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  • October 25, 2021 at 9:26 am in reply to: I have left him – coke I think #25340
    aj8933
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    Thank you for being so lovely and I hope you and your son come through it. Stay safe xx

    October 25, 2021 at 6:33 am in reply to: I have left him – coke I think #25337
    aj8933
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    Thank you for replying I feel so alone

    March 31, 2021 at 8:36 pm in reply to: Partners cocaine addiction, my guilt and heartbreak – can we sort this once and for all and move past it? #22292
    aj8933
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    Lovely response thank you so much x

    March 30, 2021 at 3:18 pm in reply to: Partners cocaine addiction, my guilt and heartbreak – can we sort this once and for all and move past it? #22262
    aj8933
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    Thank you both for responding. Some days I feel so alone. My family try but nobody really understands until it’s knocking on your door.

    He never asked to use with me, I assume he knew the answer would be a flat no. It’s just not part of my life and I’m left confused as to why I’ve ended up with someone with a really coke addiction.

    I’m struggling so much to forgive and forget and allow him time to heal also. The children have been impacted because of this but I’m trying to ensure a relationship.

    I feel like I’m moaning but there is a huge part of me that wants to scream and shout. I need to heal I just don’t know how to.

    I love him very very much and deep down he is a good person but I can’t be with an addict I won’t let the children be involved with a drug addict but the guilt is killing me. You can’t explain all this to a 3 and 9 year old can you. I just look like public enemy number 1.

    Sorry for being so negative x

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