Hi, I’ve just read your post and wanted to say that I am in the same situation as ur self. I can kind of manage when my other half is on the cocaine he’s kind, even nice for a few hours. It’s the days after he’s vial and nasty. I feel very alone too, with no one to talk to or anywhere to go. No one will understand this situation or why I’ve put up with it for so long. He makes promises to stop to sort things out for me and the kids but things never seem to get to that point. I just wanted to reach out and say I know exactly how you feel and your not alone. I also know I’d be happier if I left but I can’t, because I still have this tiny drop of hope he might sort it out. Do u think that’s stupid? Anyway I just want to let u know ur not on ur own.