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  • in reply to: My Codeine problem #12832
    ashamed29
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    I wish I could go somewhere too. If you ever need someone to talk to I’ll be here! How did you get on yesterday? Any goals for today?! I stuck to 5 nurofen plus tablets. Stomach hurt towards end of the day but nothing I couldn’t handle. I slept good which I didn’t expect. Right now I feel ok, little crampy. Really hope I can stick with it today. Weekends are the hardest.

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12830
    ashamed29
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    A treatment for anxiety is a very good reason! And I might actually take that one into consideration. I really want to go just to better myself and get thebresouces and information and help I need to stay off this stuff. I’m at 5 tablets now. I think that will be it for today.

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12828
    ashamed29
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    I’m still at 2 tablets! I’m trying to push it as far as I can. I have no symptoms so far just the craving which is really hard to kick. Do you think you could say that you found a self help retreat that helps you be better version of yourself? Something along those lines? I wish I could go to one as well. Could you start cutting the tablets in half when you take them?

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12826
    ashamed29
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    Thank you I’m really trying.

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12825
    ashamed29
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    I’ve only taken 2 Nurofen plus tablets so far today. I didn’t take any from 6pm last night until 10 am this morning. I can’t decide when to take another. I’m having anxiety today and stomach cramps but pushing through it. I’m not sure work is helping me lol but if I were to be home that wouldn’t help either. I’m hoping I can stick to 6 or 7 tablets today max! How’s your day been going so far or you feeling like you can do 3 today?!

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12820
    ashamed29
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    Yes!!! Tomorrow will be better for the both of us and I’m going to stay positive. I have to work tomorrow so this should be my mind busy! I’m going to start taking 2 at a time instead of three and if I have to I won’t take any until afternoon is my plan. Thank you for the reminder you are truly helping me through this so thank you. I’m also terrified for my kidneys right now too! Ugh I hope we haven’t done any severe damage. What’s your goal for tomorrow?

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12817
    ashamed29
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    Ugh now my nightly guilt is kicking in. So tired of it. Really tempted to flush them all right now

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12816
    ashamed29
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    Thank you so much I really needed to hear that. My goal tomorrow is 6

    Nurofen plus and that’s. Really

    Hope I can stick to it.

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12815
    ashamed29
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    That is terrifying and makes me sick to my stomach

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12811
    ashamed29
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    That same thing crosses my mind every single night. Why aren’t my kids enough reason to make me stop? If awful! I’m not doing as well as I’d hope today. I’m at 8 tablets. After my kids go down to sleep I’m sitting down and going to portion out the rest of my tablets and create a solid taper plan. Are you getting in alright today? I’ll keep my fingers crossed you can amange with only three for today! That would be amazing! Sounds like you are doing amazing!

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12805
    ashamed29
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    I wish I could snap my fingers and this be all gone ???? I know what you mean though it runs in my family as well and I’m supposed to be the “good” one and I’m turning out to be almost just as bad. I’m so tempted to just cut half out and try to go cold turkey in so fed up and annoyed with myself too. I don’t even know why I started this back up either. Are you sleeping okay with the tapering?

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12802
    ashamed29
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    How are you feeling so far? I only have 24

    Tablets and I’m not sure if this is enough to taper? I haven’t taken any since about 6 last night. I feel fine but I usually don’t start until about 11 in the morning. I don’t even know how or where to start this time. I’m sorry to be about your dad I can’t imagine what you went through!

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12800
    ashamed29
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    Yes!!! I need someone to talk to through this as no one knows about it and I’ll be here for you as wel! I have 40 tablets left I truly just want this to be it, I want to be done. I’m hoping work will just distract me. Is it Nurofen plus you take? I wish they’d stop selling these monsters! My plan for today is to take 7 then the next day, 6, 5,4, and so on.. and just be done. I don’t know what I’m doing just winging it!

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12794
    ashamed29
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    Sorry I read who you replied to wrong !

    in reply to: My Codeine problem #12793
    ashamed29
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    It’s like a mental battle everyday! Every night I tell myself “tomorrow I’m going to start” or “this is my last pack” and then morning comes and it’s right back at it. I was down to 7 tablets the other day but I’m back at 10 now. Ugh. I’m always here to chat too maybe we can hold each other accountable?

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