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So I’d like to share my story. Bro I feel stupid because I got myself in this but I wanted him. Been together 7 years. First 2 years were the BEST we were still in high school.He lived 3 hours away and I would make time to always go visit. I moved in with him after finishing high school. This man did everything from pills to coke and smoked so much marijuana, look no issue with it I just hate roaches and ash being in the house. So we split up for a year (he stopped the pills was going to the gym) and after we got our own spot in a trailer home , very nice. We always talk about INVESTMENTS, GOALS, HOPES,&DREAMS. Yes yes yes! But every night for the past year ? no 2 years because my son is about to be 1 & he did it while I was pregnant (said he was getting it of his system before the baby got here meaning party hard before baby got here and then stop) . I know when he takes his very first bump, OH Yeah! He will not stop after that… all night. The next day if we had plans , might as well cancel them because he’s gonna wanna lay day all day cause he was up all night. My room is dark all the time because there’s a blanket covering the window. I’m a morning person, or I’d like to think of myself as one. I tell him all the time that he’s holding me back from all our goals. There’s so much ambition in him and he chooses to give attention to something throwing him off his game. I also always tell him maybe I’m the one holding you back since he always wants to be doing that. He’s always saying how much I spend in money but REALLY guys do you know how EXPENSIVE it is to buy coke z

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