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My fiance went through covid 19 and had to stay in for 2 weeks , so he got depressed at home and relapsed on cocaine , he was clean since before we met…he used to speak of drugs as something he would never get to , something that now disgusts him…He was abroad preparing our home since we were supposed to get married in 2 months , i could feel a change in behavior but i just thought that it could be post covid fatigue…he’s been taking for atleast 2 weeks now , i picked him up from the airport a week ago , and thats when i realized that he was on drugs…the day after he was still “good to me” Since he thought he was still hiding it…when things became clear and He took his first line in front of me , and saw the sadness and fear in my eyes, thats when everything changed. He became aggressive , easily irritated and is asking me to leave him alone…i have been crying since then, i can’t see myself without him , all im trying to do is be next to him , and he refuses me..we were preparing for our wedding. He has been admitted to the hospital 2 days ago and is now under cure…and im here waiting and hoping he’ll come back to his senses after his body is clean , i don’t even know if he meant all he said or not , i am just hurt lost and confused .

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