thank you vey much for your kind words…. I’m in a lot of pain as I never meet a man like him …. we wasn’t speak the shame language and it has been an amazing and romantic adventure until cocaine appeared . He looked at me and treated me like nobody did in my life ….He has a 9 years son and he loves me ,the Mather of his son also likes me , we all had a very good relation for the kid, we always go for diners out on his birthday ( mum, dud,step mum ,step dad ) Everything was perfect, we was even planning to have a baby! and my husband disappeared ! he is not him anymore … he lies, he make histories , he blames me for his behaviour ,he is aggressive with me even in front of his kid …. he is not ready to give up on coca yet ,,, so I’m going to have to leave everything behind and run in my car to my country where at list I would have my family and my friends to support me .to be living with an addict is extremely difficult ,to have to do it in the middle of a pandemic in a different country with nobody…….. bufffff. I been taking sleeping tablets for weeks , those are the ones that keeps me away of bad and dangerous feelings ………..
