Reading this is absolutely heartbreaking. Exact same situation here ???????? 11 year relationship and 2 children in though, he started using (unknown to me until our 2nd child was born) about 5 years ago and still to this day it’s the same repetitive behaviours. I do feel a bit better knowing that with crack it seems to be the same stories all around? I was taking it so personally. Hard having to explain to a 3 & 4 year old where Daddy has gone, as I am having to do this morning.
Hope everyone is well & holding up ❤️