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You’re probably right he might be out there doing drugs it’s just never been this long since I’ve heard from him I just pray nothing bad has happened
Coco and Mike, so since I write on here the last time my boyfriend was telling me how he is giving his life to God and that he will never do crack again well today I have not heard from him since this morning and it is scathing the crap out of me I have no idea where he is his phone is dead I just don’t know what to do
So recently my boyfriend/childs father started doing crack a month ago. It started with him helping this lady out who got out of jail they was working together she would ask him to help her out with money and if he could use my car to take her home or to the laundry Matt. He works late night so one day he was suppose to get off at 9 pm but he came home at 1am. I thought he was cheating on me but he lied and said he was working then finally a few days later he confessed that he started smoking crack with her. He told me he would never do it again but now he has been doing it so much. One day on his off day usually on his off days we just relax together with our son but he wanted to leave and it made me mad, I told him I didn’t want him to leave so he got mad and he was saying stuff like well I’ll just be here for my son not you and that made me feel so sad so I told him just go since you don’t want to be here and he left for two days. He told me he was at his friend house but he was at a crack house with the lady he smokes with then he said they were trying to kill him there but I think he was hallucinating because he said he was hearing them talk about killing him so he ran away to his sister house and after that incident he promised he would never do it again we’ll my moms ex boyfriend saw him smoking crack and using a homeless persons crack pipe. When I confronted him he lied but then he finally told the truth and said he did it and he said that he can function while doing it and it won’t do nothing to him but he is in total denial because that stuff is already taking a toll on him. I told his mom and sister what’s really been going on and they said had a family intervention with him. He promised he would never do it again but now he has been out all day it’s almost 10pm he got off work at 2 pm I don’t know where he is I called texted no answer this is breaking my heart and giving me anxiety it’s so stressful because I don’t want to let go but idk what to do I love him so much he has such a sweet spirit but the crack turns him into a different careless person like this is my soulmate we grew up together as children been together for years on and off we have two children one died of cancer 3 years ago idk what to do at this point I feel it’s only going to get worse and I don’t if he is out here doing sexual stuff with people this just keeps breaking my heart I’m scared something happened he hasn’t called me at all I need help
So recently my boyfriend/childs father started doing crack a month ago. It started with him helping this lady out who got out of jail they was working together she would ask him to help her out with money and if he could use my car to take her home or to the laundry Matt. He works late night so one day he was suppose to get off at 9 pm but he came home at 1am. I thought he was cheating on me but he lied and said he was working then finally a few days later he confessed that he started smoking crack with her. He told me he would never do it again but now he has been doing it so much. One day on his off day usually on his off days we just relax together with our son but he wanted to leave and it made me mad, I told him I didn’t want him to leave so he got mad and he was saying stuff like well I’ll just be here for my son not you and that made me feel so sad so I told him just go since you don’t want to be here and he left for two days. He told me he was at his friend house but he was at a crack house with the lady he smokes with then he said they were trying to kill him there but I think he was hallucinating because he said he was hearing them talk about killing him so he ran away to his sister house and after that incident he promised he would never do it again we’ll my moms ex boyfriend saw him smoking crack and using a homeless persons crack pipe. When I confronted him he lied but then he finally told the truth and said he did it and he said that he can function while doing it and it won’t do nothing to him but he is in total denial because that stuff is already taking a toll on him. I told his mom and sister what’s really been going on and they said had a family intervention with him. He promised he would never do it again but now he has been out all day it’s almost 10pm he got off work at 2 pm I don’t know where he is I called texted no answer this is breaking my heart and giving me anxiety it’s so stressful because I don’t want to let go but idk what to do I love him so much like this is my soulmate we grew up together as children been together for years in and off we have two children one died of cancer 3 years ago idk what to do at this point I feel it’s only going to get worse and I don’t if he is out here doing sexual stuff with people this just keeps breaking my heart I’m scared something happened he hasn’t called me at all I need help