I feel for you. I have a 14 month old. I found out I was pregnant at the start of the pandemic, my husband had always been a drinker and dabbled with occasional drugs.. but telling him I was pregnant made things escalate.
I am severely sleep deprived, and as I’ve gone back to work full time my anxiety is through the roof.
The drinking isn’t what bothers me, it’s the hangovers. I HATE the hangovers, he stays in bed all day, started to become late for work and recent bloods have suggested the start of liver damage. When I see him drink my anxiety is awful.
I’m very much considering leaving him, but it’s so hard. I keep giving him 2nd chances. I don’t know what to do anymore.