[caz]

Living hell I meant 😉 xx

[caz]

Thanks so much again for your wise words. I think what you said about taking things at my own pace has struck a chord. I don’t have to rush in… I need time to think about ME as you say. I know it won’t be easy when I finally speak out but this is so big that I don’t want rush in unprepared. I have had so many conversations in my head but I feel a sense of calm right now as I know that eventually I will say it, regardless of the outcome. Knowing I have someone to talk to is such a help and is keeping me going right now. Am so glad I didn’t rush in….For I know that he will lie no matter what and need to be strong enough to make this final stand…no matter what the outcome, it’s got to be better than this living he’ll. Thanks so much again xxx

[caz]

Thanks so very much for caring, it hurts so much I could explode. I think what you’re saying makes perfect sense….I just hope I can find the strength to end it because, yes, I am so tired of it all. I want to find some happiness while I still can. Yeah, he’s killing himself whether I am there or not. Its so hard when you can’t talk to anyone either. Your words helped a lot xx

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