[chloe03]

Hi,

I don’t have anyone to talk to, I’ve found myself being isolated due to my own depression. Yes she had been drinking vodka since the morning and I tried so hard to stay out her way but she just comes into my room and won’t leave. I have no escape because she just follows me pushing me around.

It was very scary, it’s like a switch and her eyes go all glossy and she just attacked, I froze.

[chloe03]

Thank you so much for your advice! I know this isn’t my mum, it’s the addiction. I guess it’s just a little upsetting to see her this way, I feel like I’m losing her. All’s I’ve wanted this week is a hug off my mum but when she’s drinking I can’t go anywhere near her as she doesn’t let me and she always turns violent.

I’m so happy for your son, you must be so proud of him! It really is amazing how well he’s doing. I wish him and yourself all the best for the future!

[chloe03]

Hey, Thanks for replying! It’s very stressful indeed, I’m feeling very drained of it. I know it’s an addiction and hard to stop but I feel like she puts her relationship with alcohol before mine. Everyday is a battle because I never know what mood she will be in, I dread waking up sometimes as there’s just no escape from it.

There was a teacher in college that I could talk about it with but after dropping out, I don’t have anyone close to talk to. Were a very small family, I only have an auntie but she’s an alcoholic herself so there’s no point talking to her. I really want to help my mum but she has to be willing to do that and she’s just not ready but at the same time, I don’t know how much more I can put up with before I have a breakdown.

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