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I have held on for 2 years, hoping it would change it never did.

The cycle was horrible. The lies and apologies.

One day he came clean as I thought he did, but he told me he was only doing cocaine, as I tried to be understanding as I was an addict in the past to. I thought it was the turning point i was hoping. But 6 months go by and 2 days ago he just came clean fully to me that he has been using Crack. The drug doesn’t only affect him. It becomes a family desease. I am trying not to put it on him. Because he was honest and that is hard. But he has moved out 1 month ago. He told me breaking up with him was a wake up.. I sure do hope. I try to speak to my angels often. But I am still taking care of myself caus new opportunities can happen. There is only so much we can do. They do need us. But at some point we need them to. It can go bad or wrong for them. But we have to think of ourselves to♡ I am still tromatized and hurt. But atles I know now. I am going to try to find a therapist to find tools. He told me that right after I found out my good friend overdosed on fentanyl. At some point they need to grow up and grow old happy or we won’t grow with them. Xoxox

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