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To all of you dealing with the issues I was the cocaine user for 11 years but my ex-wife did it also…if you dont know anything about the drug it can be hard to notice someone on it…I did it because I had a life that consisted of 18-20 hr days between work and semi-pro softball and to be brutally honest we liked to have alot of fun after our games at night so we were constantly out using n partying(just about everyone on the team). Hard to believe we were as good as we were and I wouldnt trade anything because those memories we had will last a lifetime….NOW…to those who our dealing with their partner using behind their back I’ll give you this and by NO MEANS am I making excuses…yes cocaine will most likely affect your ability to perform sexually however it does make you more horny when you are high and myself as well as alot of people I know tend to try and find another partner…your mind plays tricks on you again no excuse..and unlike alot of drugs the addiction is mental so when you run out you always want more at the moment which leads to careless spending and getting drugs fronted that people wont want to pay back after…signs you can look for in user are constantly runny or stuffy nose obviously..another is jaw grinding or alot of fidgeting with your hands…its hard to explain but I think u get it…paranoia and nervous ticks like picking at facial hair our other signs…I can say distancing because there are many issues that cause this…running out or disappearing in a sour of the moment another..there are others I’m sure but you ladies that have dealt with this keep your head up…you are the strong ones that try to keep to family together and take care of the kids…your strength is what makes you special and will help you move forward …you didnt cause this…I’ve done this life and cocaine isnt a drug people do to deal with depression…dont EVER sacrifice yourself for someone else’s habits..if they want help they will get it..u cant help someone that doesnt want it but please keep your head held high.

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