Thank you, for your offer to chat , like me it sounds like it got hold of fast , and as you say I think beer has big partnto play it’s was all a laugh
For me when I started doing a quick line in somebody’s kitchen or in pub toilets then I didn’t just want a line , it was a full bag just for me on my own I wanted ! Not in a selfish not sharing way just wanted quiet and to sit and think about things and seemed to make me see things clearer and make things that I had being worrying about trivial as in “why are you worried about that” “I’ll tell her or him when I see them” but it’s load of shit .. all it does is make you anxiety worse when your coming down or have slept for 13 hours after been up for two days, I’ve done it all and learned how it effects me but I’m a glutton for punishment because I always do it again I hope I can be of some help to you as you kindly offered to be of help to me xxx