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In a way it is good to know it isn’t just me but in another it’s so sad that other people are suffering because the we love and because of people that are greedy and don’t want to get a real job so sell this stuff.
I thought he was doing well and had turned a corner but last week all the rubbish resurfaced.
I am trying to get him a place to live. He’ll be living on the streets without me but your right I need to cut him off, I know that.
He needs to learn what his choices have done.
Today is a day I feel like my head is going to explode.
I hate the person I have become, I’m angry and anxious and most of all fed up.
He’s been addict for almost 2 years and I found out about 14 months ago.
I’m so fed up of this constant battle all I do is try to help him and all he does is throw it in my face.
He’s stolen Christmas presents of the kids and cash from me. I feel like I never stop clearing up his mess and today the cheeky ******* said I need to support him all I ever do is support no matter how much pain it causes me.
At this moment in time as I’m writing this I hate him. But later on I’ll start to feel sorry for him and then I’ll get angry with myself for being weak. He’s near enough lost everything to this poison as I call it. Apart from me and the kids which he is extremely close to losing now. I’m even on antidepressants now because of him.
I hope everything works out for your son. May I ask is the rehab private or not ? You don’t have to answer that.
Thing is jaynhissay when someone has been raised to tell lies how do they stop? He’s always told lies even when there’s no need to. He’s lied today and even when he’s been caught in a lie he lies some more.
Our Christmas was ok. He’s out now supposedly getting his medication but he saw his mum yesterday so he’s been given money.
As for where he’ll go I’ve no idea. We’ll have to wait and see but if he’s had drugs today it’ll be alot sooner then he thinks.
He will be leaving the home soon. It’s what social services want.
He use to get hot but I can’t say I’ve noticed that recently. He can also get very snappy again It’s not happened over the last 4/5 days. He’s sleeping so much but he says that’s the methadone he’s even started staying in bed past 7 he would be up at the crack of dawn before. I’ve become a little suspicious today but had no proof despite trying to catch him out discreetly. He’s always been super chilled so just don’t know.
He claims to be using our sons old phone and getting a new sim to get rid of all the contacts but he’s had the opportunity and hasn’t done it yet.
My friend passed away on Christmas day she was so young and it was such a shock.
It was alright. I had some bad news Christmas day but not because of him. He’s on day 3 without anything.
He said he thinks he’s turned a corner but I think it’s too soon to say. He’s gone to get a new sim card as dealers have been texting saying their active.
What’s the longest your bf has gone without using ?
I’m a bit nervous because I don’t seem to know when he’s had it. So i never know if to believe him.
Aww liberty thank you so much. The same to you too you have given me so strength on my darkest days. I hope you’ve had a lovely day x
Thank you jaynhissay for your honesty.
My ex doesn’t speak he just sits there looking like a stray dog needing shelter.
Yes I think there’s a problem with posting on the forum I’ve had problems too and it mentioned spamming
Thank you jaynhissay for your honesty.
My ex doesn’t speak he just sits there looking like a stray dog needing shelter.
Yes I think there’s a problem with posting on the forum I’ve had problems too and it mentioned spamming
Thank you jaynhissay for your honesty.
My ex doesn’t speak he just sits there looking like a stray dog needing shelter.
Yes I think there’s a problem with posting on the forum I’ve had problems too and it mentioned spamming
Thank you jaynhissay for your honesty.
My ex doesn’t speak he just sits there looking like a stray dog needing shelter.
Yes I think there’s a problem with posting on the forum I’ve had problems too and it mentioned spamming
Jaynhissay it really does give hope reading your posts.
I hope one day my ex will have all this behind him.
Did you use methadone to come off heroin?
He’s been on it 2 months I thought some improvements were being made but his drug worker claims he doesn’t engaged properly. He’s never been much of a talker to be fair so I don’t know if that’s part of the reason she’s saying he doesn’t engage enough. He says he wants to change, he doesn’t want to be this way is what he says.
He told the drug worker that he wants to get off the heroin while still using crack and then come off crack. She said by still using crack, going to the dealers you can still get heroin. So I don’t think she hopeful he’ll get clean.
How did you do it ? If you dont mind me asking.
What was your turning point ? You don’t have to answer that.
I hope you and your son have a wonderful Christmas
Jaynhissay it really does give hope reading your posts.
I hope one day my ex will have all this behind him.
Did you use methadone to come off heroin?
He’s been on it 2 months I thought some improvements were being made but his drug worker claims he doesn’t engaged properly. He’s never been much of a talker to be fair so I don’t know if that’s part of the reason she’s saying he doesn’t engage enough. He says he wants to change, he doesn’t want to be this way is what he says.
He told the drug worker that he wants to get off the heroin while still using crack and then come off crack. She said by still using crack, going to the dealers you can still get heroin. So I don’t think she hopeful he’ll get clean.
How did you do it ? If you dont mind me asking.
What was your turning point ? You don’t have to answer that.
I hope you and your son have a wonderful Christmas
Jaynhissay yes it is nice to hear from you.