[cupcakes]

I truly and really appreciate everything you say. It really means a lot to know I’m not alone. It is a daily struggle, there are days that I see the person I love but then I also find bottles hidden under the bed. It gets old explaining it and I honestly haven’t said anything to anyone for years now because it’s on their nerves too. But I am trying and doing stronger one day at a time

[cupcakes]

I have to thank you all, it is very nice to know that others understand. It is something you can’t share with friends and family because of embarrassment

[cupcakes]

I hate to do this, however, I have been reading on alanon and other sites and it really upsets me that everything is always a walk around for an alcoholic and their abusive ways. I am already terrified and embarrassed enough to even discuss with strangers and looking at these sites where the addict is excused away just gets me. I guess I’ll just always have to clean up the mess and cover up because this is the role we are given. I will lie and cover up everything and let the abuse continue.

[cupcakes]

I know how this feels! You are so strong!!!

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