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Thanx for replying the sad thing is when he stays out he goes to his mums, if she texts me I could get him back but she messaged 4 days later.

She hides him but I feel like I’m constantly hunting to get my car back.

He blames me cos he popped round a friends house & I know he turns his phone off & I don’t know where he is but this time I’d had enough & all his stuffs gone, I’m proud of u for taking that step to get clean, talking to u on here helps loads cos u make it feel like its not our fault.

I don’t think they no what he’ll we live with

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Thanx for replying the sad thing is when he stays out he goes to his mums, if she texts me I could get him back but she messaged 4 days later.

She hides him but I feel like I’m constantly hunting to get my car back.

He blames me cos he popped round a friends house & I know he turns his phone off & I don’t know where he is but this time I’d had enough & all his stuffs gone, I’m proud of u for taking that step to get clean, talking to u on here helps loads cos u make it feel like its not our fault.

I don’t think they no what he’ll we live with

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Is it so nice to here from someone who is an addict, well done for staying clean.

Reading your post is helping me loads, my ex has been gone 3 weeks now & I’m devastated I’ve changed my number cos I’m going round in circles we had a nice house done it all up but he lost his job & van cos he wouldn’t get up & stay in bed for weeks & then get up & will pop to the shop & I wouldn’t see him for days, I’d find womans numbers on his phone he used to spend £500 a week to dealers, I let him do it & tried to keep him of it for a few days but he blames me for not trusting him & I constantly nagged him, but he made me so scared all the time he wouldn’t come home & spend all our money.

I feel like the whole 4yrs was a lie & everything that people said about him were true.

I feel a mug & everyone is laughing at me

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Is it so nice to here from someone who is an addict, well done for staying clean.

Reading your post is helping me loads, my ex has been gone 3 weeks now & I’m devastated I’ve changed my number cos I’m going round in circles we had a nice house done it all up but he lost his job & van cos he wouldn’t get up & stay in bed for weeks & then get up & will pop to the shop & I wouldn’t see him for days, I’d find womans numbers on his phone he used to spend £500 a week to dealers, I let him do it & tried to keep him of it for a few days but he blames me for not trusting him & I constantly nagged him, but he made me so scared all the time he wouldn’t come home & spend all our money.

I feel like the whole 4yrs was a lie & everything that people said about him were true.

I feel a mug & everyone is laughing at me

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I’m sorry your going through this, I’m going through it with my partner/ex now he tried committing suicide last time we split up & I took him back but he didn’t change he was spending 100 a day & I’ve had to kick him out he’s on his mums sofa.

I have found out that u can get him sectioned if u are the next of kin, I wasn’t married so it is down to my ex mum but she won’t cos she hasn’t lived it along as me, I hope u can help him it’s harder when it’s your son x

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I can’t carry on, I’ve changed my phone no moved all his stuff out I don’t know where he’s staying, he has no money so his tick bill will be alot, I could of handled alot of it but the disappearing for days was to much cos I don’t know who he’s been with, he stays up for weeks & doesn’t sleep & his mum allows it & he’s normally at hers on the sofa watching her son kill himself. I have no strength no more I’m numb I’m getting blamed for ruining him but it was him that ruined me, he used to spent loads on datting aps & said he used to do it of his nut, I’m taking 1 day at a time cos he’ll never changed he chose Coke over his family

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He’s aggressive my son has kick him out cos u can’t even talk to him he’s so of his nut, it’s so sad

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That’s what I’m about he’s hit rock bottom living on someone sofa got nothing blames me for everything for not trusting him, but how could I when he was spending 500 a week on drugs, it was like looking after a child he would go to the shops not come home I would be hunting with my son to find my car.

I know in a few months he’ll be sorry & get help but I’ll be waiting for the relapse & I have to go through it again, I feel like I’ve lost my soul mate & my life’s finished I’m not in good place & he done this to me

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I can relate to that I see everyone in a relationship & I’m jealous of them, I feel absolutely broken & I see people out & they say has he disappeared again & I look like an idiot, I finally snapped and wouldn’t take him back but I’m devastated it’s helping talking to people on here that I’m not alone

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There’s no way out of it cos the fear is embedded into u so your on edge all the time & it is my partners mates that egg him on & they all think I’m a nag but there partners go home after a night out and don’t spend 20 grand in 3 months. Reading what everyone says I don’t think there is a happy ending

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It’s so hard he keeps turning up bit I can see he’s of his nut, I’m just trying to get my money back at the moment which my mum leant him, I’ve changed my phone number so he can’t ring me I just wish I never met him, it helps reading everyone else’s story cos it sounds like my life thanx for replying I’m going to read your storey now x

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