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Thanks mate.. hows your bf doing?

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Haha thanks hox. For a blip second, i was thinking about picking up like i use to.

I was gutted. But i never and it soon went.

And thanks again hox i really appreciate it.

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Yes it is! I had a little episode last night, just thinking about how i use to get it.. then i was thinking.. what the hell am i doing.. so its my brain is tricking me to use. I just have to be on the bobby ball.

Hes starting to frustrate me your son lol..and i dont mean that in a bad way. I dont get why cant he speak to you. Have you tried speaking to his kids mum? To see if they know whats up?

If i was u.. id start going round everyday and texting.. saying you want a 1 hour convo with you. And thats it. And im not going away till you do!! But thats up 2 you.

And reading is going great. Im loving every minute of it!

Have a good weekend to!

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For a start id bin everything she has in the house! I wouldnt care what she thinks!

Shes snorting horse tranquillizers for a start. That shit is no good. How old is she?

Id sit her down, have a calm chat with her and your hubby. Make her aware of what shes doing and make sure she gets rid of her mates.

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Hey lemony.. hope your ok.. im going through a coke problem. Im 6.5 week clean. Ive always afforded what i got. But sounds like your hubby is in a lot of debt.

Its not nice your daughters finding out. Another reason why i had to to stop.Im ashamed of what ive done.

What ever you decide to do. I think you need to do it for yourself. I mean would 1 last chance would work with him?

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Thanks louise. Ill order them on monday. Saves buying drugs lol

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*wondered

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Got it mate. Wonered who it was lol what u think of it?

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Thanks 🙂

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Has he got help with his trauma? Maybe this will help if hasnt. Its seems to be alot. We take drugs or alcohol to block out bad parts of out life. Alcohol is a depressent and now many people know that and it makes you a lot worse.

If its effecting your health jen can you just not say, lets get some help for your trauma, and get help with the drugs. He will end up a lot better in the long run. And you need to start thinking of yourself. You cant do anymore

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Thanks dnaon. Ill defo have a go at that dan brown one. Thanks

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Thanks georgia its helps me alot your kind words :).

And your probably right, everytime ive had it, ive said thats it now and at 1st she said i know. But then it went to , ye ok if u say so basically. That upset me a bit. Dont blame her tho.

And hes doing great! Im happy for him. It really does get better. I just wish i had more time to do the things i dream of doing.

Do you not drink at all then?

I started watching it the other morning but i had to go out. Hes crazy that guy. Zac effron is playing him in a new film.

That looks good! And thanks :)x

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Thanks mate. I really appreciate it! Well am saving for turkey in july so am skint till then lol

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Tbh popples ive no time for college. I wish i went when i was younger. I work for the bank on night shifts. So i get up at 3pm.. mygf goes work at 5pm till 9 pm.. plus she works in the day. So im just watching the kids all the time.

And doing this reading is helping me a lot. I think im better off starting in my house for now haha.

I keep looking at.. say.. stephen king how he writes and im thinking… ive no chance haha its really hard. I dont know how to start paragraphs. Ive an idea.. and when to write symbols for convos..

But im going to read more 1st. And buy various books.

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He will have more will power to say no to his mates the longer hes off it. But if hes pissed am not to sure.

And thanks i really appreciate it 🙂 and tbh she doesnt say anything. Not 1 your doing well or anything.. we had an argument the other day and she started calling me for being on this site and that pocket rehab one. Its typical of her tho.

But i have never been so excited in my life than reading now! I wake up at 4am sat morns. And come down to read haha. Im on my 3rd book.. its stephen kings revival. Its great!! When pay day comes next monday im ordering some more books, but various ones. I know it sounds stupid but i want to write my own story. Not my own but a fiction one. But im dreadfull at english, and big words so im searching what certain ones mean and educating my self at the same time, and i feel great.

Its like a new chapter in my life. Lol so im going to buy a laptop soon, and may be start with a short story 1st.

What books do you recommend, if its 50 shades hahha no thanks lol.

But some women write good murder stories.

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