Thank you Lozzy80, I will have a look at the online support.
Sometimes its just good to get it out. It is a cruel addiction. I am really trying at the minute to do things for me and let him make his own choices as I know it has to be him that makes the changes. I’m trying to get back to my own self and am starting the year off by starting up things that I used to really enjoy instead of sitting in the house waiting to pick up the pieces.
Thank you again for your kind words