As the previous person, i have been married for over 30 years and my husband was loving, giving attentative, etc., everything u wanted in a husband. Within the last 5 years, I wondered why hus behavior changed so drastically. I have prayed everyday and asked why am i being subjected to.all of this rage, hostility, hate, and being accused of all the things I have not done. My husband has accused me of taking clothes, shoes, jewelry, etc and selling them. He is paranoid, jumpy hullicinating about things that r not happening in our lives. Cocaine addiction has literally destroyed my life. I am physically, mentally and emotionally drained. I love him but right now he hates me because he thinks I have stolen things dro. him and rhatbis not rhe case. I am on my last leg and I am just lost right now. I can not stop praying because right now, prayer is the only thing keeping me sane. Take it from me, this addiction will tear ir life apart.